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Name:Airen Age: 16 *so sad to be this old T_T* FAVE COLOR:GREEN
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Well, today was my sister's(elder) and brother's(younger) graduation days. [Congratulations!--Ganbei!] Anyhow, I woke up later than I expected. Which was good.*grinns* But not that good.haha. 'Cause when I woke up I still felt dizzy. My eyes were still heavyyyy! But whatever, I still went straight to the PC and went online.haha. NOTHING~ and I said, NOTHING can stop me. Not even heavy eyelids can stop me from going online. And speaking of heavy eyelids~ I gotta jet. Its 2 am! And I am only human. I need some rest.*smiles* I promise to get back to you guys soon~ like later this day.
-ren terminated
P.S. Hey! wait. I just checked and Well, its already MARCH 29, 2009. Which makes both my sister's and brother's grad a PAST!*grinns* So yeah....AND! AND! AND! We celebrated EARTH DAY~ hour I mean, I barely lasted an hour how much more a day!So yeah, that's all it. Promise no more "P.P.S" *laughs really hard*
I'm guessing you already noticed my new banner. Yes! it's green.haha. The old one's...well, old.haha. I make really simple banners. First reason, I'm not so good with adobe PS. Secondly, I have a very outdated photoshop. I only have th 7.0. Yeah, I know, it sucks. BIG TIME! And thirdly, I'm bored and got nothing to do but lazy; and not to mention depress!O.o Well, I think I am.haha. I'm obssessing or simply PMS? I dont know. We dont know. BUT what I do know is you should check this out! Two blogs from my friends.Tale of two sisterbyblueballergirl and Boredom!byrinneColizaE. So there, check there blogs out. And you'll know---if ever, you have no idea what boredom can do yet---what boredom can do. I'll tell you ahead. It's really bad for ones health. A nada! But maybe soon, I'll make one of those .gif pictures.haha. I just need time and I need my mood to cooperate with me too.
-ren terminated
P.S. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to my ATCHI. I didn't give her any gift. 我没有钱!hahaha! No balance. For now. But I dont think I'll be getting her anything though. Except...I dont I'll still think about it.
Ironic, 'cause breathing easy is the hardest thing to do...LAST NIGHT. It wasn't my first time but, somethings were just new. Like--We had this voice chat + webcam--but mine was cut half way through. I dont know what to say. Im scared he might read this post and...I just hope he wouldn't.*scares* I had fun last night. He was singing and i was laughing. And...oh! words are rushing to my pretty small mind right now.*sadd* But a word can just summarize the feeling...IDIOSYNCRATIC. I feel kinda weird feeling this way. It's like a crying baby given a lolly or a balloon or an ice cream. Or that kind of feeling. But, I just wish I won't for it anymore. I dont want to assume anymore. Its hard and sometimes,...you'll realized your hurt already--but doesnt even have the tiniest bit of right to feel jelly. I mean, its sick to know you don't have to rights to feel that way, but you just can't help it. Its the feeling of infatuation. Whoever discovered it. It reeks! He/she shouldnt have. Or maybe its just a crush or something. But whatever this feeling is. I DONT CARE. I dont want to know. But despite all the cons, I still want it to happen again. Tonight. or any other night. I just...CRAVE the feeling again. AND I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHY!!
Dang! that quote right up there..*points above* Oh i dont know. I just felt like posting it here. Me likey and its from one of my fave movie of all time--THE PRINCESS DIARIES(one). Dont you think he's right? Well, I think he is. *and blah blah blah blah blah* I am a really random person. Blogging 'bout nonsense. Well, its not that "nothing" really. Im sharing to you KNOWLEDGE. And there's this other quote from akeelah and the bee. Its also really something.*haha* *searching...*
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. "- Marianne Williamson
Ei! just realized something. Both quotes I have right here is about fear. Wondering. Oh well. got to rest. not feeling so well. *ah--chooo!* (ears hurts.*sad*)
Wait, let me say something first before I start. Oh wait I'm already starting...but. Urgh whateves. All I wanna say before anything else~aside from all those 'blah-blah'. *eww*.haha.
HE just signed out! 35 mins ago! *sadd* Tell me when will I ever catch him online again?! haha. I sound like somebody desp'rate. haha. But hey! we're in my world. And we can't do anything about it. But say, just to make it clear. I. AM. NOT. DESPERATE. I just miss old times.:D haha! As if!haha.
...hahaha. well, that's all.haha. So now, do you get the first part?haha.
You know you love me![haha. here I go again!] -Ren
"PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE." Hah! But to me it isnt. I barely even know the meaning of virtue. I looked it up in the dictionary before but I forgot.haha. I asked my MOM. and again, I forgot. I'm just hopeless at remembering things. Oh not totally though.haha. but whatever. I might look it up again later. before bed. haha. Oh yeah. And before you ask about this blog. well, I was pissed a while ago.:D But im in control now. A little bit of Music is just Magic. [Currently listening to: SEE YOU AGAIN by MILEY CYRUS] I know its old. But who cares! Im embedding it here whether you like it or not. with lyrics! HAH! I got it in youtube.com. its not mine either.
P.S: The Picture I told you about.[of sheena's lil bro.] will be uploaded next weekend. If/when im not busy. and with the meaning of virtue to prove that i looked it up.:D
This week and next week's goin to be one heck of a roller coaster ride. I'll be expecting stressful days.*duhh* Practices. AND HOMEWORKS and SHOOTINGS. and. and. and. Probably alot more. I just dunno what they are.haha. But I hope it'll all be good. which is, IMPOSSIBLE! or maybe not. We'll never know. Not 'til we're there. And BTW, its the first day of the month of hearts. *churva* whatever. Just reminding ya'll. gotta go. Mom nagging. dont want to hear everything. Bye! *puff*
...One more thing! Sheen, I bet you've heard of this from your brother. But I have pics.haha. But if you have, well, he went on stage. you'll see pics soon.:)
and hey! you made me miss you and corinne! Hated the day, not having you two around. Didnt have anybody to talk to.*sad* You two should regret.*bleh!* weell, just kidding.haha. Cant wait to see you to again. just text me. or IM me. im using smart.
Im really going now. Got nothing else to do here. Bye!:) IM me, any of you. 'kay?:D
Hah! Today was one of the 'bloggable' days as a junior for the following reasons: First, almost half of the class were sick and was absent. But we still had our Mastery test in Social Studies.*T.T* Second, class was so quiet and peaceful. Third, I was alone. I mean, No sheena and corinne.*sad* I didnt have somebody to share things about #1 and #2! FOURTH, it's a friday! and plus classes were shortened.*grins* and FIFTH, we had this seminar thing about God--it's Bible week. But that's not it, the thing is its my first time to see a professional Magician.*LOL* yah, whatever. But mind you, I was not alone. I wasnt the only one (let me use the word...) IGNORANT 'bout it. I mean, I wasn't really 'ignorant 'bout it. I've seen people do tricks but theyre not pros. Not their career that is. But I really missed CORINNE and SHEENA!*sad**sad**sad**making them regret**then later laughs at them* just kidding. Sorry, just bored. Got nothing else to do. Dont want to check my DA. though I missed it so much. Dont know what to watch on youtube. Dont want to upload pics and vids. Sorry, procrastinating again. But...Im just not in the mood for doing those things. And if only the comp is in our room--which sadly, is not! I cant wait for my mom to get us a new one someday.*hoping* And the new PC/whatever they plan on purchasing, be in our room. Which months from now, will be mine and mine alone! Hopefully. I'd be able to do what Ive been dying to do. Like VLOGs can't wait to try it. uploading Games! For me to do something when Im bored.--Or so that I won't be bored. So that I can also stay up late during weekends/breaks/vacations and need not to switch it off.*drooling* So much for that! Where was I? Oh-- yeah, Me also no want to/have got nothing to do in the School forum[Unofficial]. Me no want to watch 90210 yet. Me no want to wait for somebody to IM me.---which would be like waiting in vain. But me no like to chat with people too.*confused? me, too* Only people me want to chat with is, CORINNE, SHEENA, #1 and #2! *Im so dead bored! save me!* I ran out of things to do. (reading would be done later before bed.*grin*) And Hey, Guess what! We have Prom this year! But more like a Kiddies Party, if you ask me. But not if we can help it.haha. Anyhow, we had our partners already--who, FYI, i was happy about. 'cause its someone I know. but not personally though. Anyway, IT WAS CHANGED! and when they were assigning the partners I was absent. They had it by height.(THEY refers to school authorities) And As of the moment I AM PARTNER-less!lol. Yeah, WE CAN'T CHOOSE OUR PARTNER! My SCHOOL? WEIRD ONE.D: First, they didnt approve for an acquaintance party due to crisis! But theirs TEACHER'S DAY and FOUNDATION DAY's. but I understood why the latter's important. but the former. NADA! I dont get why we have to celebrate teacher's day? and not have acquaintance? WEIRDNESS. And THERE's this whole PROM thing. I mean, its nice for them and all. BUT WHY JUST NOW! i mean, this year. why didnt they have one last year?! *BIG DEEP SIGH* ---WHOA! It's been a long time since I've posted this long. I guess Im that bored. Or MAYBE BECAUSE OF THE 'CORINNE-AND-SHEENA-LESS-DAY!' I had? I just cant wait to see them and tell them 'stuffs'. Oh--hey! got to go. need to get up early tomorrow. got dentist appointment and need to buy heels for prom. BTW, this is my first 'dress-and-heels' thing. Im such a NEWBIE! Its like I was just born yesterday! lol.
'you know you love me'[AS IF!*lol*] ren
P.s: Tiks, link me to your myspace. [IM me your url.thanks!]
Hey! 11 more hours to go--more or less,...and it's finally christmas!haha. And I'll probably just be here. infront of the PC. And BORE YOU TO DEATH!haha.I'll do that as my "CHRIS'-TMAS GIFT "TIU",...haha![apologies for the "corny-ness".haha.I just read "this" blog and well,...I saw that there.And you already have an idea as to whose blog im talkin 'bout.XD] Anyhow, I just wanna tell you...that santa's gonna be busy tonight, 'cause he'll be hosting our christmas party. So, sorry to all the kids!*tongue(:P)* So, yeah til here. have to eat lunch or else I wont be able to pop the poppers later.hahaha.I neeeed eeeenerrrgyyy, yeah!XDhaha. til I blog again!---Oh! which will be later, after I eat my lunch and breakfast.haha.XD Sayonara! Zai jian! Adios! Ciao...and etc.lol.
Airen. Not Aireen, Airene, Irene, Eirene or whatever other spelling you think it is. I'm 16. A highschoolsenior. I'm usually bored, but is always too lazy to do something fun. Hence, the 'not-so-updated' blog.twitter.devianart and facebook. The only social sites where I'm so active right now are: Plurk and Looklet accounts.
You can always find me infront of the PC. I am probably the LAZIEST ass you've ever met or you'll ever meet. I Have no "FORTE"yet. I ♥ and hate alot of things. And I am a CERTIFIED dork.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
A Pretty BORINGLY-BUSY day @ 12:05 PM
Well, today was my sister's(elder) and brother's(younger) graduation days. [Congratulations!--Ganbei!] Anyhow, I woke up later than I expected. Which was good.*grinns* But not that good.haha. 'Cause when I woke up I still felt dizzy. My eyes were still heavyyyy! But whatever, I still went straight to the PC and went online.haha. NOTHING~ and I said, NOTHING can stop me. Not even heavy eyelids can stop me from going online. And speaking of heavy eyelids~ I gotta jet. Its 2 am! And I am only human. I need some rest.*smiles* I promise to get back to you guys soon~ like later this day.
-ren terminated
P.S. Hey! wait. I just checked and Well, its already MARCH 29, 2009. Which makes both my sister's and brother's grad a PAST!*grinns* So yeah....AND! AND! AND! We celebrated EARTH DAY~ hour I mean, I barely lasted an hour how much more a day!So yeah, that's all it. Promise no more "P.P.S" *laughs really hard*
I'm guessing you already noticed my new banner. Yes! it's green.haha. The old one's...well, old.haha. I make really simple banners. First reason, I'm not so good with adobe PS. Secondly, I have a very outdated photoshop. I only have th 7.0. Yeah, I know, it sucks. BIG TIME! And thirdly, I'm bored and got nothing to do but lazy; and not to mention depress!O.o Well, I think I am.haha. I'm obssessing or simply PMS? I dont know. We dont know. BUT what I do know is you should check this out! Two blogs from my friends.Tale of two sisterbyblueballergirl and Boredom!byrinneColizaE. So there, check there blogs out. And you'll know---if ever, you have no idea what boredom can do yet---what boredom can do. I'll tell you ahead. It's really bad for ones health. A nada! But maybe soon, I'll make one of those .gif pictures.haha. I just need time and I need my mood to cooperate with me too.
-ren terminated
P.S. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to my ATCHI. I didn't give her any gift. 我没有钱!hahaha! No balance. For now. But I dont think I'll be getting her anything though. Except...I dont I'll still think about it.
Ironic, 'cause breathing easy is the hardest thing to do...LAST NIGHT. It wasn't my first time but, somethings were just new. Like--We had this voice chat + webcam--but mine was cut half way through. I dont know what to say. Im scared he might read this post and...I just hope he wouldn't.*scares* I had fun last night. He was singing and i was laughing. And...oh! words are rushing to my pretty small mind right now.*sadd* But a word can just summarize the feeling...IDIOSYNCRATIC. I feel kinda weird feeling this way. It's like a crying baby given a lolly or a balloon or an ice cream. Or that kind of feeling. But, I just wish I won't for it anymore. I dont want to assume anymore. Its hard and sometimes,...you'll realized your hurt already--but doesnt even have the tiniest bit of right to feel jelly. I mean, its sick to know you don't have to rights to feel that way, but you just can't help it. Its the feeling of infatuation. Whoever discovered it. It reeks! He/she shouldnt have. Or maybe its just a crush or something. But whatever this feeling is. I DONT CARE. I dont want to know. But despite all the cons, I still want it to happen again. Tonight. or any other night. I just...CRAVE the feeling again. AND I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHY!!
Dang! that quote right up there..*points above* Oh i dont know. I just felt like posting it here. Me likey and its from one of my fave movie of all time--THE PRINCESS DIARIES(one). Dont you think he's right? Well, I think he is. *and blah blah blah blah blah* I am a really random person. Blogging 'bout nonsense. Well, its not that "nothing" really. Im sharing to you KNOWLEDGE. And there's this other quote from akeelah and the bee. Its also really something.*haha* *searching...*
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. "- Marianne Williamson
Ei! just realized something. Both quotes I have right here is about fear. Wondering. Oh well. got to rest. not feeling so well. *ah--chooo!* (ears hurts.*sad*)
Wait, let me say something first before I start. Oh wait I'm already starting...but. Urgh whateves. All I wanna say before anything else~aside from all those 'blah-blah'. *eww*.haha.
HE just signed out! 35 mins ago! *sadd* Tell me when will I ever catch him online again?! haha. I sound like somebody desp'rate. haha. But hey! we're in my world. And we can't do anything about it. But say, just to make it clear. I. AM. NOT. DESPERATE. I just miss old times.:D haha! As if!haha.
...hahaha. well, that's all.haha. So now, do you get the first part?haha.
You know you love me![haha. here I go again!] -Ren
"PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE." Hah! But to me it isnt. I barely even know the meaning of virtue. I looked it up in the dictionary before but I forgot.haha. I asked my MOM. and again, I forgot. I'm just hopeless at remembering things. Oh not totally though.haha. but whatever. I might look it up again later. before bed. haha. Oh yeah. And before you ask about this blog. well, I was pissed a while ago.:D But im in control now. A little bit of Music is just Magic. [Currently listening to: SEE YOU AGAIN by MILEY CYRUS] I know its old. But who cares! Im embedding it here whether you like it or not. with lyrics! HAH! I got it in youtube.com. its not mine either.
P.S: The Picture I told you about.[of sheena's lil bro.] will be uploaded next weekend. If/when im not busy. and with the meaning of virtue to prove that i looked it up.:D
This week and next week's goin to be one heck of a roller coaster ride. I'll be expecting stressful days.*duhh* Practices. AND HOMEWORKS and SHOOTINGS. and. and. and. Probably alot more. I just dunno what they are.haha. But I hope it'll all be good. which is, IMPOSSIBLE! or maybe not. We'll never know. Not 'til we're there. And BTW, its the first day of the month of hearts. *churva* whatever. Just reminding ya'll. gotta go. Mom nagging. dont want to hear everything. Bye! *puff*
...One more thing! Sheen, I bet you've heard of this from your brother. But I have pics.haha. But if you have, well, he went on stage. you'll see pics soon.:)
and hey! you made me miss you and corinne! Hated the day, not having you two around. Didnt have anybody to talk to.*sad* You two should regret.*bleh!* weell, just kidding.haha. Cant wait to see you to again. just text me. or IM me. im using smart.
Im really going now. Got nothing else to do here. Bye!:) IM me, any of you. 'kay?:D
Hah! Today was one of the 'bloggable' days as a junior for the following reasons: First, almost half of the class were sick and was absent. But we still had our Mastery test in Social Studies.*T.T* Second, class was so quiet and peaceful. Third, I was alone. I mean, No sheena and corinne.*sad* I didnt have somebody to share things about #1 and #2! FOURTH, it's a friday! and plus classes were shortened.*grins* and FIFTH, we had this seminar thing about God--it's Bible week. But that's not it, the thing is its my first time to see a professional Magician.*LOL* yah, whatever. But mind you, I was not alone. I wasnt the only one (let me use the word...) IGNORANT 'bout it. I mean, I wasn't really 'ignorant 'bout it. I've seen people do tricks but theyre not pros. Not their career that is. But I really missed CORINNE and SHEENA!*sad**sad**sad**making them regret**then later laughs at them* just kidding. Sorry, just bored. Got nothing else to do. Dont want to check my DA. though I missed it so much. Dont know what to watch on youtube. Dont want to upload pics and vids. Sorry, procrastinating again. But...Im just not in the mood for doing those things. And if only the comp is in our room--which sadly, is not! I cant wait for my mom to get us a new one someday.*hoping* And the new PC/whatever they plan on purchasing, be in our room. Which months from now, will be mine and mine alone! Hopefully. I'd be able to do what Ive been dying to do. Like VLOGs can't wait to try it. uploading Games! For me to do something when Im bored.--Or so that I won't be bored. So that I can also stay up late during weekends/breaks/vacations and need not to switch it off.*drooling* So much for that! Where was I? Oh-- yeah, Me also no want to/have got nothing to do in the School forum[Unofficial]. Me no want to watch 90210 yet. Me no want to wait for somebody to IM me.---which would be like waiting in vain. But me no like to chat with people too.*confused? me, too* Only people me want to chat with is, CORINNE, SHEENA, #1 and #2! *Im so dead bored! save me!* I ran out of things to do. (reading would be done later before bed.*grin*) And Hey, Guess what! We have Prom this year! But more like a Kiddies Party, if you ask me. But not if we can help it.haha. Anyhow, we had our partners already--who, FYI, i was happy about. 'cause its someone I know. but not personally though. Anyway, IT WAS CHANGED! and when they were assigning the partners I was absent. They had it by height.(THEY refers to school authorities) And As of the moment I AM PARTNER-less!lol. Yeah, WE CAN'T CHOOSE OUR PARTNER! My SCHOOL? WEIRD ONE.D: First, they didnt approve for an acquaintance party due to crisis! But theirs TEACHER'S DAY and FOUNDATION DAY's. but I understood why the latter's important. but the former. NADA! I dont get why we have to celebrate teacher's day? and not have acquaintance? WEIRDNESS. And THERE's this whole PROM thing. I mean, its nice for them and all. BUT WHY JUST NOW! i mean, this year. why didnt they have one last year?! *BIG DEEP SIGH* ---WHOA! It's been a long time since I've posted this long. I guess Im that bored. Or MAYBE BECAUSE OF THE 'CORINNE-AND-SHEENA-LESS-DAY!' I had? I just cant wait to see them and tell them 'stuffs'. Oh--hey! got to go. need to get up early tomorrow. got dentist appointment and need to buy heels for prom. BTW, this is my first 'dress-and-heels' thing. Im such a NEWBIE! Its like I was just born yesterday! lol.
'you know you love me'[AS IF!*lol*] ren
P.s: Tiks, link me to your myspace. [IM me your url.thanks!]
Hey! 11 more hours to go--more or less,...and it's finally christmas!haha. And I'll probably just be here. infront of the PC. And BORE YOU TO DEATH!haha.I'll do that as my "CHRIS'-TMAS GIFT "TIU",...haha![apologies for the "corny-ness".haha.I just read "this" blog and well,...I saw that there.And you already have an idea as to whose blog im talkin 'bout.XD] Anyhow, I just wanna tell you...that santa's gonna be busy tonight, 'cause he'll be hosting our christmas party. So, sorry to all the kids!*tongue(:P)* So, yeah til here. have to eat lunch or else I wont be able to pop the poppers later.hahaha.I neeeed eeeenerrrgyyy, yeah!XDhaha. til I blog again!---Oh! which will be later, after I eat my lunch and breakfast.haha.XD Sayonara! Zai jian! Adios! Ciao...and etc.lol.