Saturday, March 21, 2009

I (just) WONDER.. @ 8:56 AM

I wonder why I feel so sluggish these past few days. I barely even want to touch my friendster. Scared seeing it so messed up and very outdated. I wonder. I started feeling this way wednesday evening. I felt so useless and lifeless. I mean, I was like Bella when Edward left her. I wonder if I'm PMS-ing. Ohhhh, i just hope not. It's reaaallly gonna be badd to have PMS.*weird* It sucks! Maybe, not sure about that though.haha. Or maybe it's knowing that he's not online. I feel apathetic. I would barely want to plurk. All I'd do is just wonder--just wondering what to do to cheer me up. Especially when my friends aren't online? Tsk! No one to talk to. It's like my cheerful colorful little world turns black and white--hit by a big naughty storm. *sadd* I feel so incompetent to do everything, so vulnerable. Knowing I have no friends, and feeling so bored. That's how it felt today. Everyone else was so busy, and I was just here, waiting for everybody. But when everyone else had the time in their hands, I was MIA! But it wasn't totally my fault, it was 'cause of a bad internet reception. *sadd* I missed alot of "plurks" and sheena, and corinne and everyone else. It made me almost emo-ish---ALMOST.haha. And its really satirical. I was able to post 2 entries, and this'll be the 3rd for today.(if its still saturday--march 21.) And it'll be the last. Not for this month of course!haha. I just need to go now. I need to wake up earlytomorrow. As early as 7 am! I have to attend mass at 8:30 for to be able to watch the pilot episode of the new season of HANNAH MONTANA @ 5pm.haha *so juvanile, i know* And, I'd I also have another thing to look forward to tomorrow.*grinns* We'll play CK tomorrow. You'll soon know why it's something to look forward to--why i feel so ecstatic. Knowing that playing CK is an everyday thing since I had one DLed and since the FIRST OF SUMMER. I just have to pray it'll happen. And hope not to suck much in CK tomorrow.*smiles*

Oh! Before I go. Just so you know, Taylor Swift's songs are really awesome.haha. I'm listening to sheena's playlist--hope she doesn't mind--right now. So soothing.*mind floats--figuratively* S chyea, that's it. I'm off to dreamland now.*smiles with cherries on top*

-ren terminated

P.S. You can still catch me in (http://plurk.com/greenatheart). That's where I'm really active at the moment--of all the social sites i've joined.

P.P.S. Imma celebrate the hundredth profile/blog view. I might not know who views my blogs/posts but I'd still want to extend my appreciation. THANK YOU. *assuming she has alot of subs-ers.lol*

Labels: blog, Bored, corinne, sheena, something new, SUMMER, tell me something i dont know, the happening

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I (just) WONDER.. @ 8:56 AM

I wonder why I feel so sluggish these past few days. I barely even want to touch my friendster. Scared seeing it so messed up and very outdated. I wonder. I started feeling this way wednesday evening. I felt so useless and lifeless. I mean, I was like Bella when Edward left her. I wonder if I'm PMS-ing. Ohhhh, i just hope not. It's reaaallly gonna be badd to have PMS.*weird* It sucks! Maybe, not sure about that though.haha. Or maybe it's knowing that he's not online. I feel apathetic. I would barely want to plurk. All I'd do is just wonder--just wondering what to do to cheer me up. Especially when my friends aren't online? Tsk! No one to talk to. It's like my cheerful colorful little world turns black and white--hit by a big naughty storm. *sadd* I feel so incompetent to do everything, so vulnerable. Knowing I have no friends, and feeling so bored. That's how it felt today. Everyone else was so busy, and I was just here, waiting for everybody. But when everyone else had the time in their hands, I was MIA! But it wasn't totally my fault, it was 'cause of a bad internet reception. *sadd* I missed alot of "plurks" and sheena, and corinne and everyone else. It made me almost emo-ish---ALMOST.haha. And its really satirical. I was able to post 2 entries, and this'll be the 3rd for today.(if its still saturday--march 21.) And it'll be the last. Not for this month of course!haha. I just need to go now. I need to wake up earlytomorrow. As early as 7 am! I have to attend mass at 8:30 for to be able to watch the pilot episode of the new season of HANNAH MONTANA @ 5pm.haha *so juvanile, i know* And, I'd I also have another thing to look forward to tomorrow.*grinns* We'll play CK tomorrow. You'll soon know why it's something to look forward to--why i feel so ecstatic. Knowing that playing CK is an everyday thing since I had one DLed and since the FIRST OF SUMMER. I just have to pray it'll happen. And hope not to suck much in CK tomorrow.*smiles*

Oh! Before I go. Just so you know, Taylor Swift's songs are really awesome.haha. I'm listening to sheena's playlist--hope she doesn't mind--right now. So soothing.*mind floats--figuratively* S chyea, that's it. I'm off to dreamland now.*smiles with cherries on top*

-ren terminated

P.S. You can still catch me in (http://plurk.com/greenatheart). That's where I'm really active at the moment--of all the social sites i've joined.

P.P.S. Imma celebrate the hundredth profile/blog view. I might not know who views my blogs/posts but I'd still want to extend my appreciation. THANK YOU. *assuming she has alot of subs-ers.lol*

Labels: blog, Bored, corinne, sheena, something new, SUMMER, tell me something i dont know, the happening