Friday, November 21, 2008

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT? @ 6:45 AM

+I want to get lost and never be found.
+I want to melt.
+I want to be invisible.
+I want to be sick...badly.
+I want to change my name, and move to a place where nobody knows me.
+I want to just shut my effing mouth up and never open it again!
+I just want to live life with less mistakes.
+I want a not so complicated mind.
+I just want to stop exploring my mind and just get into trouble after.
+I dont want to be the person who's the reason for all the mischiefs of others.
+I want somebody to talk to.to express how i feel.*rolling eyes*
+I dont want to be an EMO someday![disgust.but its not like i have something against emo but its just that i just dont wanna be one of them.]
+I want to stop breathing but still live.just like a vampire.
+I want to get a peace of mind.
+i want to sleep..a dreamless sleep.
+I dont want to be so tempramental. I wanna be really patient and understanding.
+I want to stop acting okay when in fact Im not.
+I want to choke myself everytime i start doing something embarrassing.
+I want to stop making a fool of myself.
+I want to just disappear everytime i make a mistake.
+I want to be responsible...responsible enough to handle myself.
+I just want to enjoy my life.
+I want to explore.
+I want to stop myself from exsisting.
+I want to go back in time to stop me, from living.Im sick and tired with this life.(based on my mood right now.though.)
+I dont want to be the "moody" one.
+I just wanna smile my fears and face my problems.
+I want to be brave.
+I hate to be so self-conscious and all those other "nega" adjectives you can think of to describe me.
+i want to stop myself from pleasing other people..[unconsiouly.but then realized i am later.]

But you know what really want more than anything on earth? I want to have a fairytale-like life.Which is a pretty hard goal to achieve.I always want a happy ending...EVERYDAY.

Labels: dreams

Friday, November 21, 2008

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WANT? @ 6:45 AM

+I want to get lost and never be found.
+I want to melt.
+I want to be invisible.
+I want to be sick...badly.
+I want to change my name, and move to a place where nobody knows me.
+I want to just shut my effing mouth up and never open it again!
+I just want to live life with less mistakes.
+I want a not so complicated mind.
+I just want to stop exploring my mind and just get into trouble after.
+I dont want to be the person who's the reason for all the mischiefs of others.
+I want somebody to talk to.to express how i feel.*rolling eyes*
+I dont want to be an EMO someday![disgust.but its not like i have something against emo but its just that i just dont wanna be one of them.]
+I want to stop breathing but still live.just like a vampire.
+I want to get a peace of mind.
+i want to sleep..a dreamless sleep.
+I dont want to be so tempramental. I wanna be really patient and understanding.
+I want to stop acting okay when in fact Im not.
+I want to choke myself everytime i start doing something embarrassing.
+I want to stop making a fool of myself.
+I want to just disappear everytime i make a mistake.
+I want to be responsible...responsible enough to handle myself.
+I just want to enjoy my life.
+I want to explore.
+I want to stop myself from exsisting.
+I want to go back in time to stop me, from living.Im sick and tired with this life.(based on my mood right now.though.)
+I dont want to be the "moody" one.
+I just wanna smile my fears and face my problems.
+I want to be brave.
+I hate to be so self-conscious and all those other "nega" adjectives you can think of to describe me.
+i want to stop myself from pleasing other people..[unconsiouly.but then realized i am later.]

But you know what really want more than anything on earth? I want to have a fairytale-like life.Which is a pretty hard goal to achieve.I always want a happy ending...EVERYDAY.

Labels: dreams